不好意思，现在才来回答问题，前两周一直在考试，现在生活逐步重新进入正轨…… 1.我心中的五大梦想：重要性和期望指数为排序顺序（与时间先后无关，即我最想实现的可能时间在后）（1）下学期去一个还算将就的公司去实习。（2）最好今年我能有实验室。（3）毕业时找个相当不错的工作（现在很想去的地方是信息产业部和GE）。（4）找个男朋友救我。（5）毕业时去丽江或西藏完。 2 为了完成第一个梦想，我的方法是这个学习要增强动手能力，资源嘛，二徒弟借我的书，二徒弟本人，还有实验室可能帮得上忙的师兄师姐们。 3.我的强项是认真刻苦。 4 怎么利用我的强项？将其用在学习上和研究上呀。 5 我的弱项是脑子不是很灵光，还经常胡思乱想。 6 脑子不很灵光，貌似也没什么办法解决，只能勤能补拙了，但我觉得治标不治本。至于胡思乱想，真的想不到什么好方法。 7 加强动手能力。起码得基本搞定编程（我的搞定要求很低的）。 8 啊？写份不错的简历，然后搞定面试呀！ 9 我增加了经验，以后找工作时容易些，而且有钱拿的，会让我小资些。 10 10年之后嘛，起码得结婚生子，生活的还算舒服。比现在？比现在老，比现在有事业，成熟了很多，有家庭，不用再怎么奋斗了。 11 啊?我觉得先问5年好一些吧，这让回答问题的人马上想改上题的答案。5年之后，结婚好了，应该还在奋斗中。 12 明年这个时候，找工作呀，急的像热锅上的蚂蚁。变化，希望有，希望不要是现在的状态就好。 13 （明白你的问题顺序了）下月底，努力研究C++ primer，变化应该是没有。 14 帮助？C++ primer就交给二徒弟了。学校实验室，项目方面既希望于我的导师。实习和工作，导师，师兄和师姐？不知道能不能帮上忙。 15 没有什么事能交给别人做的，通通需要靠自己！！！
Whether to pursue a PH.D. degree, which throw me a really seriously think about continuing my study after my Master’s degree. Actually, I am confused with the question for a long time and changed determination several times for my different experiences in periods. Nulikely do I pursue a PH.D. degree makes my current.
A Doctor of Philosophy degree, abbreviated PH.D., is the highest academic degree. Because earning a Ph.D. requires extended study and intense intellectual effort, very few students earn the degree. Society shows respect for a person who holds a Ph.D. by addressing them with the title ‘Doctor’. To complete a Ph.D., each student must present results from their research to the faculty in a lengthy, formal document called a dissertation (more popularly referred to as a thesis). The student must then submit their dissertation to the faculty and defend their work an oral examination. In my school, it will take 4 to 6 years to accomplish a PH.D degree but not everyone who engages in it would get the degree for one’s research is just not very perfect. So it is hard and toilsome to pursue such a degree. I really doubt my ability sometime.
But it isn’t my main reason for a negation above. I will work hard if I really want to get it. But what’s my goal in my life, which always strike hard in my heart. How much do I like my field, and enjoy my work, what am I interested in ? If I pursue the PH.D. degree ,I must be sure that I really love my subject or it must be terrible to do it for so long time. Yes, at least now I am not very keen on my major. Probably because I engaged in it just for 3 monthes. It is hard to predict what will happen after one year.
Last but not least, I don’t have a warm place to put my heart in. When I didn’t part from my previous boyfriend, I did want to pursue a PH.D. degree. Because I could reply on him in my emotion and I didn’t need to think over how to make the life. But now I have to make all the decisions in life on my own, nobady whom I can count on. So I don’t have the smooth mood to pursue my PH.D. degree that also makes me depressed very much. It isn’t easy to live in Beijing for a girl single . As far as I’m concerned, making my life stable and comfortable should go first.
我们公司有一哥们，每天上班啥也不干，就在那打电话，用公司的电话折腾自己家装修的事，声音还特大，偶尔还骂脏话。作为一个美工，他不务正业，做出来的网页简直是垃圾，就这，他还特拽，人家提点意见，他就说人家不懂艺术，有时还骂脏字。。。这人完全没有职业道德，个人素质也极低，还影响别人工作（坐他对面的我就很倒霉，其他人也都看不顺眼），偏偏老板还一直纵容他，作为安吉丽的老板，我绝不要这样的人出现在我将来管理的公司。即使他水平再高我也坚决不要！
觉得对失败的恐惧，对失败期间和能不能成功的害怕和没钱时对生活的担心是辞职创业的最大的心理障碍。
另外，对数字和会计学，金融学的不了解也是一大问题。